Friday, June 27, 2008

...Upsetting

A lot of times, I feel that I have to be put on this tough guy, tough girl persona but in the end, I'm just like you and me. Sometimes I have to breakdown in order to get back up.

This week I found myself very angry at some of my colleagues simply because of their selfish habits. I was very fired up by this. As a result I took action "the incorrect way". Someone gave me constructive criticism today; It helped me to understand that sometimes being too nice or being too angry will not work, simply because people are stubborn, hard-headed individuals.

I am an advocate for so many things; In several ways, I feel this is a good trait to have because I strive to take action; I strive to take action to what I feel is right or necessary. I advocate for people, for things, to correct wrongdoings into right. I have the passion. I have the energy. Unfortunately, it can be a double edged sword because every time I put deep amounts of energy bursts, I am also stressing my internal body.

This week has been that week. I felt weak. I felt achy. I felt sore. Headaches.

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