Emotionally-draining, emotionally stressing
The pain that has murmured over all these years
The tears that will not stop caressing my face
Sour endless taste
Personal despair
For I continue to fear
Rut
Like a one-cockeyed, three-headed rut
Multiplied by migraine, after migraine
Neverending ringing of soul-bashing
Character-hurting
Playing the victim
We all need to heal
I NEED to heal
For I cannot continue to bear this pain
I pray that God continues to comfort me in His arms
For without Him, I am Nothing.