Graduation Photographs- Sun, 5/18/08

I AM SELFISH

"I AM SELFISH" by MZ

I am a selfish prick
Somebody fuckn throw me a brick
At me
So I'll be hit
Start bleeding
On my upper & lower cracked lip
Next to the tip of my wide round ass
So I'll land on the green covered-with-shit grass
Next to my brass covered, one diamond ring
Someone can you bring?
Some big or small thing
That will console me from this pain
When it feels like thunderstorm, hail & rain
When it's always pouring
Touring
Looking for consolement
Will stop myself hidden from concealment

Some one can you help me?
Tear these metal mental chains so I'll be free
So I will no longer be
in this pain.
Help me....
Can you see?
Are you blind?
All I want is to be is
free
free
free

I want is to sit back, breathe, relax
No, I don't want to take any LAXative
I want to live happily
joyously
And believe
God is with me
I am protected
I hope I will never experience being rejected
That's inevitable cause it’s life
Hold me tight
So I can't take any flight elsewhere
From this pain of remorse
Help me to heal from this mental pain
So I will no longer be a selfish prick.

Mothers Day 2008

I am thankful for my Mother. I am a part of Her. She is Amazing. She is Beautiful. She is Multi-talented. She is an Inspiration. She is Courageous. She is Driven. She is Smart. She is Noteworthy. She is one of God's children. I feel privileged to say I am her Daughter. (Lunch @ The Octopus, Brea)

Graduating Poem

Announced Friday, May 9 at the 9th Annual Filipino American Graduation Celebration

Annihilate the negativity
Exhibit positive productivity
I strive to be the best that I can be
Perhaps one day be the next extraordinary
Revolutionary

You see everyone,
I relocated back to my hometown of LA,
After living in the Northern California East Bay,
Ultimate reason,
Being,
In order to go back to school,
To expand my lifelong tool,
Of education,
Growth & inner activation,
Inspiration,
Self-renovation,
It’s taken me 3 long arduous, stressful years,
Self-driven, a multi-tasking mogul of several responsibilities ,
So that I can complete my Bachelors Health Science degree,
And begin to create interventions for several communities.

My gratitude extends to God, my creator above ,
Who gives me His unending Love,
from my dear supportive family, my parents Linda, Victor, and brother, Jepoy
Oh boy,
Be aware
There's my boyfriend, Jose,
what can i say? He's great.
My cousins, Val, Larry, JP who's been w/ me through my personal history.
So has my friends, Thomas & Kay.
Who's laid.
Beside me through laughter & tears.
…These people are the instruments in my life.

Plant the seed and push for peace, because we are one global Filipino family!